31 July 2006

Sugasm #40

Sugasm #40

By Sabrina Morgan on Syndication Feed

Sugasm #40

This week’s best of the sex blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Want in Sugasm #41? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set.

Mr. Sugasm himself
The New Wave of Porn Star Hookers (http://www.sugarbank.com)

BDSM and Fetish
Sweet Torture (http://xantasia.blogspot.com)
Sweet and Dirty (http://tangysweet.blogspot.com)
A Spanking Interlude (http://www.spankingwriters.com)
Spanked Again! (http://everythingoze.blogspot.com)
Punishment vs. Discipline (http://www.alternativealbany.com/bdsm/)
A Lesson in the Fine Art of Whipping (http://designingintimacy.blogspot.com)
I feel slightly better and get the brush and the paddle… Hmmmm (http://spankingkatiespades.blogspot.com)
A Gift (http://thebinside.blogspot.com)
Frugal Kink: The $25 Toy Bag (http://www.dangerousfemme.com)
D is for Daddy (http://redvelvetropeburn.com)
Carol’s room (http://assistantmistress.blogspot.com)

Erotic Writing and Experiences
What a girl has to do… (http://dawnndirty.blogspot.com)
Virginal Cherry (http://femmefataleteen.blogspot.com)
Touched, for the very first time (http://faltenin.blogspot.com)
Surprise (I) (http://junohenry.wordpress.com)
Sunday Confession (http://wetbeyondbelief.blogspot.com)
Sexual Exploration (http://sexyukgirl.blogspot.com)
The Return of the Lawyer (http://www.suchnonsense.com)
Outside (http://bdsmlover.blogspot.com)
Not Too Tired After All (http://masterenigma.blogspot.com)
The Morning After (http://ellabeecoquette.blogspot.com)
Married By Slut Puppy (http://fourstate.blogspot.com)
Hunger no more (http://xxgraciexx.blogspot.com)
Elegant Backstroke in a Shot Glass (http://theholidaylife.blogspot.com)
Come again? (http://orgasmcurious.blogspot.com)
The Celebratory Wank (http://wanklog.blogspot.com)
Annual Check Up (http://gentlygently.blogspot.com)
7/23 by Roxy: Make it a Double! (http://rexandroxy.blogspot.com)

Prime Cups (http://www.internetisforporn.com)
Multiple Choice (http://tgp.com)
Memory Lane (http://www.seska4lovers.com)

Sex News
New Blogging Designs Added! (http://tarasnaughtyshop.com)
Avery Score Takes Us Down Rainbow Road (http://sugarjoy.com)

Sex Work
Playing the Repentant Ex-Wife (http://radicalvixen.com/blog)
Any volunteers? (http://kyliecallme.com/diary)

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Reader Question - Unfaithfulness (http://shayssexcolumn.blogspot.com)
Panties or Knickers? (http://gentlebutfirm.blogspot.com)
In Search of the City’s Hottest Stripping and Swinging (http://www.taratainton.com)
Exploring Alternative Relationships (http://www.seskuality.com)
The Dangers of Cybersex (http://myhotbox.blogspot.com)
Coffee and a spanking with Master R tonight (http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com)
Beginner’s Fun with Role Play (http://cuntinglinguist.blogspot.com)
“Are You a Ho or Do You Just Want Others to be?” (http://lustylady.blogspot.com)

Thanks to Sex with Rex and Roxy for the Samantha Wolov photo.

29 July 2006

Pain Slut- A Fantasy

I'm so freaking horny it's almost painful- and this is a product of it...

I knock on his apartment door and he opens it dragging me inside by my wrist. He shuts the door forcefully behind me and I jump when I hear the deadbolt lock. One hand grabs my hair and draws me into a kiss while his other hand gropes my chest and crotch.

"Why are you still dressed?" he asks by my ear.
"Oh- I- sorry" I fumble as I quickly undress.
"Now, get on your knees."

I move quickly, without hesitation, and get on my knees in front of him. I clasp my hands nervously in front of me, my eyes lowered, just waiting. A few moments of silence pass before he moves and crouches in front of me. His hand reaches out and gently runs over my hair. It moves and brushes against my cheek and I sigh, closing my eyes, and nuzzle against it. He tilts my chin up and locks eyes with me.

"I love you, my sweetheart. And I'll always take good care of you" he says to me.
"I know. I love you too."

He kisses me sweetly, but briefly before standing up.

"Now be a good girl and suck my cock" he says as he drops his pants.

I smile before taking his semi-hard cock in my mouth. I wrap my arms around his thighs and draw him deeper. The sound of my slurping fills the room. I'm pleased to know he's enjoying it as he grows from the care of my mouth.

"That's enough for now" he says pulling his now rock hard cock out of my mouth.
"I have something special planned for tonight. I've invited some men over to watch me fuck you and beat you. I might also let them touch you or even fuck you. Or I may not..."
I feel myself grow wet at this news.
"And I might be a little tougher on you, to show you off. But I know you're strong and can take it for me."
I smile with pride.
"So you'll be a good girl and do as I say tonight, right? I don't want you embarrassing me in front of my guests."
"No! I"ll do anything you want."
"That's my baby. Now the men will be here any minute. I want you to go crawl back to the bedroom, kneel face down on the bed, and wait for us there."
"Yes baby" I say and do as I'm told.

I crawl to the bedroom and climb on the bed and wait like he told me to. My excitement grows with the wait, the ache resonating from between my legs.

Soon I hear sounds from the other room. There are knocks on the door and it opens and shuts a few times. I can hear ice clanking in glasses mixed with the low murmur of chatter and bursts of laughter here and there.

My knees are getting tired from kneeling so long, but I don't dare move. Not that he would even know...

All of the sudden the chatter stops and it's quiet. I strain to hear something. Footsteps. Many sets of footsteps. I feel my heart beat faster as my breath catches in my throat.

I feel myself tremble slightly as I sense them enter the room.

"Just as I instructed her" he says pleased, coming over to me and running his hands over my ass and back. His hand grabs my hair and pulls my head up for me to look at him. "I trust you haven't moved."

"No" I say trying to shake my head.
"Good girl" he says dropping my head back on the bed.

He climbs off the bed and I hear the rustling of clothes, belt buckles and zippers.

"Turn over onto your back" I hear him order me.

I do as I'm told and I see my audience for the first time. There are six other men there. Well he knew my philosophy was the more the merrier. My nerves taking over a little, I rest my eyes only on him standing in front of me at the foot of the bed.

"Raise your arms above your head" he tells me.

He moves to the side of the bed and ties my wrists to the bed with some rope. Tighter then he usually does too. My eyes stayed glued to him, following him around the room, waiting for his next command.

"Spread your legs and let our guests take a good look. Isn't it nice boys- and she's pierced too."

I feel my cheeks redden from the excitement of having all these men's eyes on me.

"First things first" he says placing clothes pins on my nipples, making me softly groan.
"Now guys, watch how easily I can make her beg to cum."

I raise my eyebrow since he's never made me beg before. But I'll play along.

He squirts some lube on his hand and applies some gently to my pussy before dipping 1 then 2 fingers inside. He heads straight for the spot he knows gets me grunting and squirming in no time. My body is already super excited so it doesn't take very long before I'm ready to cum. I buck my hips to try and get his fingers in me faster, deeper.

He knows I can't cum if my clit isn't played with. So he doesn't dare touch it. Not until I beg, that is.

"My clit, baby, rub it please."
"Why?" he asked.
"So I can cum."
"So you want me to touch it like this?" he asks as he lightly grazes it, sending a jolt of pleasure through me, making me moan.
"Faster" I plead.
"Faster, please" he corrects me.
"Please, please, please" I start begging as his fingers fuck me faster and harder.
"Please what?" he teases me.
"Please can I cum?" I ask nicely.
"What do you think guys? Should we let her cum?"
I start whimpering, my body aching for release.
"Yeah man, look, she's almost gonna cry" one of the men say with almost a bit of concern.
"Would you rub my clit for me please?" I ask him sweetly, preying on that concern.

He doesn't move though, as if waiting for permission from him. He looks at me as he gives the other man permission to touch me.

"Such a slut" his eyes are telling me.

I smirk at him only for a moment before concentrating on cumming now with the fingers working my clit. My body tenses and my back arches as I scream out a long and powerful orgasm.

But they don't stop. Fingers keep working my g-spot and clit. My clit is sensitive after I cum so this is like torture for me. I buck trying to get a little relief, but with no luck. I feel my pussy start to spasm as I cum again.

"Please, no more. I need a moment" I plead.

He nods at the man and my clit finally gets a break. My pussy rests too as he withdraws his fingers. But with the pleasure gone, the pain in my nipples becomes much more noticeable.

"I'll let your pussy rest for a moment, but we'll put your mouth to use in the meantime" he says straddling my face and feeding me his cock. I hungrily suck his cock down, wrapping my lips around it and running my tongue up and down the length.
"That's a good girl" he says as he fucks my mouth.
I relax my jaw and just let him have his way with me. I try not to cough as I know I'll get slapped. I suck him for awhile until he's had enough.
"Lick my ass now" he says repositioning himself.
I stick my tongue out and gently lap at the opening. He grabs my hair and pulls my head up closer to him.
"Deeper" he orders me. I make my tongue more rigid and push it deeper licking further inside. He only makes me do this briefly before climbing off me and leaning down to kiss me.

"How are your nipples?" he inquires.
"They hurt."
"Aww, that's too bad" he says pulling on the clothes pins making me scream.
His hand comes across each cheek. "Are you trying to disturb the neighbors?"
"I'm sorry" I sob. "It just hurts so much."
"Should I take them off?"
"Please" I ask softly.
"What was that?"
"Please" I say louder.
"You know, I just can't hear you" he says grabbing my breasts and shaking them.
"Please!" I cry out from the pain.
"Ah, that's better. Would you cover her mouth please?" he asks a man standing close to me.

A foreign hand moves moves over my mouth and I watch as the pins are removed from my nipples. My screams are muffled as the blood flow returns to normal.

"Aww, let me kiss them and make it better."

I shake my head and try to say no, but it's muffled. My body writhes and shakes as he sucks and nibbles hard on my hyper-sensitive nipples. Dry sobs escape my throat but are stopped by some hand. After what seems like forever, the torture on my nipples ends.

"Please, fuck me" I whisper to him.
"You want me to fuck you? See that boys, the pain makes her wet."

He slips on a condom and positions himself between my legs, pushing my legs back. He thrusts hard and deep into me. Nothing nice and slow tonight. I moan loudly as he enters me and fucks me. The tip of his cock grazes my g-spot making me grunt and groan. The clock passes and the intensity never wavers and he never misses a stroke. His hands are gripped tight on my shoulders as he thrusts in me.

I can just barely hear the cocks being stroked in the room through the sex haze.

His left hand moves to my throat and squeezes down on it. I concentrate on taking my shallow breaths through my nose. His right hand strikes my cheek, my head turning to the side with it. I stare back up at him.

"Kiss me" I plead with my eyes.
"Beg me" he mouths to me.
"Please, kiss me" I whisper through my choked vocal chords.
"Yes my darling" he says releasing my throat and kissing me deep. My wrists tug at my bindings, aching to wrap my arms around him.

He undoes my binding before pulling me to the corner of the bed. He takes his stance and thrusts back into me. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his back drawing him as close as possible. My body tenses, nearing orgasm, and his pelvis rocking against my clit pushes me over the edge. I squeeze him tight, my fingernails digging into him as I cry out loudly.

He doesn't stop, but fucks me faster. I can hear the stroking of the cocks get faster as well.

Oh, I get it. All I can do is just lay there and wait for them to all cum. The first guest explodes on me- my stomach and breasts, and the rest soon follow covering everywhere from up by my shoulders down to the tops of my thighs.

I cum once more by the time they've finished cumming and before he pulls out.

"Turn over and position yourself for a beating" he orders me.

I turn myself over, my torso splayed on the bed and my legs straddling the corner. He takes out rope and binds my ankles to the bottom of the bed. Then he asks two men to restrain each arm. Now I'm ready for the beating.

He starts with his hand, like usual, to get me warmed up. But his strikes are harder than usual, making me groan from the beginning. Once my ass is pink, he reaches for what I think is his favorite toy- the slapper. It cracks in the air before it cracks against my ass.

He uses this for awhile. Each sting making my body jump. But sometimes it's a light hit and my body is calm. I can feel my skin moisten with each slap. The harder ones making me cry out louder.

The next sensation takes me by surprise. It's the cat. I didn't know he switched. It strikes me by my shoulders, working down my back and over my ass. My body shakes as I curse from the pain. We're nearing the point where we usually stop- but I know he wants to push me farther tonight. And I'm willing to go as far as my body will let me.

My body coated in a fine sheen of sweat, he sets the cat down and sooths me with gentle touches and kisses.

"I want to use the cane on you now" he says gently in my ear.
"Ok" I murmur into the mattress.
"Lets say 5 for every cock in the room."

I do the math in my head- that's 35. I visibly shake at my nervousness, as the most I've had was 21, and that was a bit difficult. But that was awhile ago, and my tolerance has gotten better. I can do 35. I hope.

I nod my head for him to go ahead.

He rubs my ass gently before preparing to give me my 35 strokes. He stands to my side and begins. The first set of 5 are fairly mild, they make me yelp a little, but nothing I can't handle. I could do 35 of those easily. But the next 5 are a little harder, making me yelp and squirm a little. He stops a moment at the first 10 for a momentary break.

I feel his lips kiss my skin and his hands rub over it, soothing it with his touch. I nod my head for him to continue.

The next two sets of 5 vary in intensity from mild to very hard. The mild ones make me moan softly, the harder ones make me curse, scream, and flail against my restraints.

He breaks again at 20. He soothes me again, and his hands feeling cool to the touch bring a little relief to the fire on my ass.

"Just 15 more to go. You're doing great baby."

My chest heaves and my body shakes, but I concentrate on relaxing to finish the last 15. I'm at least more than half way done.

The next set of 5 all land on the lowest part of my buttocks into the tops of my thighs. My legs kick against my bindings as I feel the welts raise on the back of my thighs. And the next 5 land hard on alternating cheeks.

We've reached 30 and the end is in sight. He breaks for a minute letting me catch my breath and ready myself for the last 5 strokes.

"Just 5 left You're almost there. But these will be the hardest. Can you take 5 hard ones?"
"Yes" I say without hesitation.
He leans closer to me and says "Are you sure?"
I look him in the eyes and pause before nodding my head. "Yes, I'm sure."
"Ok, are you ready then?"

He positions himself back on the side of me and delivers two full force blows in a row. I barely have time to scream from the first strike before the second one comes down. He pauses a few seconds, waiting for the moans and shakes to die down. The 3rd strike comes, landing lower and even a bit harder than the other two. I curse into the mattress and try to pry my arms out of the hands of the men, but they just hold on tighter. The 4th one comes down making me yell more obsenities. Dry sobs form again as my body processes the pain.

"Last one" he reassures me.

He winds up and strikes the last blow center of both cheeks. My scream catches in my throat and is delayed as my body jerks. I let out the last scream into the mattress just as my arms are released.

He gently undoes my ankles and rubs them where they're red from the rope.

"Thanks guys, we're going to need some alone time, so if you'll just show yourselves out..."

The men muble their thanks and quickly start to dress.

"And let's get you into the shower my sweetheart" he says helping me off the bed and into the bathroom. He starts the shower and helps me in before climbing in after me. He soaps up a wash cloth and gently washes the mostly dried cum off of me. He rinses me off under the water and spins me around taking me in his arms, letting the cool water run down my backside.

"You did so good tonight. I'm so proud of you" he says kissing me.

Too tired to speak, I just hug him tighter.

He shuts off the water and dries me off with a big, soft towel. We go back to the bedroom to go to bed for the night and find one of the men was kind enough to put fresh sheets on for us. We climb into bed under the covers and I settle nicely in the crook of his arm. He shuts the light off and craddles me tight.

"I love you" he whispers in my ear.
"And I love you" I sigh as I quickly drift off into a deep slumber.

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28 July 2006

Controlling the Pussy

Miss Pussy Declares Her Independence

Girl: I'm so tired.
Boy: Well that's because you were up all night having sex, and whose fault is that?
Girl: My vagina's. I can't control her.

--Bondi Beach, Australia

Overheard by: yellow mushroom

via Overheard at the Beach, Jul 19, 2006

A new post is coming soon- I promise!

Say the first thing that comes to mind…
Doll- dress
Oyster- shell
Dog- collar
Telephone- line
Red toenail- pedicure

Have you ever.....
Gotten stuck in an elevator? Yes, but only briefly each time
Egged a person? God- never!
Stalked someone to find out where they work or live? No
Spent an entire day in nothing but your underwear? OMG All the time!
Read some friends mail or other personal papers without them knowing? Yes
Gone skinny dipping? Yeah
Been in a fist or cat fight? Almost...

Time you tripped? Don't remember
Time you cleaned up the base of your toilet? Um, too long I guess
Gum you had? Orbit in the Green box
Pair of socks? they were white
Beverage you had? Iced tea
Spur of the moment decision you made? Um, I dunno- something I bought I'm sure
Movie you watched? Devil Wears Prada

What would you.....
Say if your best friend told you they love you ? (male or female) If I felt the same way, I'd say it back

Right now.....
What are you wearing? Nada ;-)
What are you thinking? That I should be getting over to the beach soon
What are you listening to? Watching VH1 TV about gameshows
What would you like to be listening to? the ocean
Are you annoyed by the length of this survey? No
Are you tired? No
How many people in the room? Just me and my pussy. My cat people!
Any cuts or bruises on your body? No, no open wounds
Are there any animals in the room? Yes- my kitty Lucy
Are you eating anything? No.
People who I would like to do this? Everyone!!!

40 Things You Never Think To Ask

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
nope...no reason to

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?
Not usually

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
God, I'm sure it was years ago

4. Do you have a crush on anyone?

5. Do you believe in ghosts?

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
very much so

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
I don't know and I don't really care

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
Um, well, neither really- but I guess Angelina Jolie cause she's got those lips

9. Do you stay friends with your ex's?

10. Do you know how to play poker?
I can play Texas Hold 'Em or Black Jack

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
almost- 40 hours

12. What's your favorite TV commercial?
Errr...off the top of my head- the Diet Coke one where the cute guy is getting dressed and he is wearing the red socks... or I like the new Gap jeans commericals. I usually like Gap commericals

13. What are you allergic to?
Just some pollen during some parts of the year

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights?
No! I'm good and it sucks! (Though I might make a few right turns...which is also illegal though)

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
A bunch!

16. Boston Red Sox or Oakland A's?
Gah! What the hell kind of question is that!? Yankees!!

18. How often do you remember your dreams?
i've been remembering them more frequently lately

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
Oh I can't remember, but I'm pretty sure it was kinda recent

20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles?
I think so- Can't Buy Me love, I wanna hold your hand, 8 days a week, Hey Jude, and Yellow Submarine! Plus I know more!

21. What's the one thing on your mind now?
that I'm kinda tired but I should write more of my next post

22. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really.

23. Do you know who Ghetto-ass barbie is?

24. Do you always wear your seat belt?

25. what cell service do you use?
Cingular- but i'm going to switch to Verizon when my contract is up in the spring

26. Do you like Sushi?
Blech!! No!!

27. What do you wear to bed?
Usually nada or just a pair of panties. Sometimes I'll wear stuff in the winter though

28. Been caught stealing?

29. what shoe size do you wear?

30. Do you truly hate anyone?
No (not anymore I don't think)

31. Classic Rock or Rap?
Classic rock

32. Do you like yourself?
Only on Tuesdays and Sundays between 5 and 7PM, lol
It depends on when you ask me

33. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror?
Where HAVEN'T I sang? Lol

34. What food do you find disgusting?
God there's so much- vegetables, Tofu!!! ew! basically anything with health value, lol

35. Do you sing in the shower?

36. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?
not that I can recall

37. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
Not in a mean way

38. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
not that I can remember, but it's possible

39. Have you ever been punched in the face?
Not punched, no

40. Do you read the back of the cereal box in the morning?
Yeah, if I'm sitting at the table and it's there

25 July 2006

More Random Stuff to Post While I Write My Next Story

--when was your last kiss?
Saturday when I kissed Gabriel goodbye

--For or against same sex marriage?
Totally for!

-- are you bisexual?
'Fo shizzle. ;-)

--do you believe in God?

-- how many US states have you been to?
Damn, gotta make me count! Um, including the one I live in 20 + DC

--how many of the US states have you lived in?
Just one!

--have you ever lived outside the US?

--name something you like physically about yourself:
My eyes

--name something non physical you like about yourself:
My sense of humor

--what is your dream car?
Um, I dunno- a Jag convertible maybe? James Bond style :)

--if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Can everywhere be an answer? Well, I miss Paris, but I'd really like to see Amsterdam, or Rome. Some day I'd like to get to Morocco or Israel (not NOW obviously). Nepal would be cool. I'd love to go to Australia or Brazil. I certainly wouldn't mind going back to Mexico and sitting on the beach. And if I didn't have to get scary shots it'd be cool to go on like a safari in Africa...

-- have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone?
Um, sure.

-- how many concerts have you gone to?
Just one

-- do you download music?
Shhh- all the time!

-- how many illegal things have you done?
Well, not counting the amount of times for each thing.... I guess just 2

--where would you want to go on a first date?
To a casual, quiet restraunt

--has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Yes :)

--ever been kissed under fireworks?

--Do you like president Bush?
Ha!! Hell No!!!

-- have you ever bungee jumped?
Um, no thanks

--have you ever crashed a car?
Yeah and I totaled it

--has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you?

--have you met a real redneck?
Yes'm. Plenty in West Virginia

--are you interested in anyone right now?
In what sense? There are a few people I'm interested in fucking...

--what song are you listening to right now?
Air Conditioner (that means none)

--what is your current favorite song?
Either Sexy Back or Far Way

--what was the last movie you watched?
In the movies? Over the Hedge (hilarious!!)

-- who was the last person that told you they loved you?
my mommy!

--where was the last place you went besides your house?
School! blech!

-- have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property?
no way

-- ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Oh yeah.

--whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face- smile, eyes, etc.

--what turns you on?
Whips, bondage, girls, boys, having my nipples sucked, my neck kissed, having that little indent at the small of my back lightly brushed, hell just having anywhere on my body lightly brushed with the finger tips...um, having my hair grabbed, kissing, dancing

--what do you usually order from starbucks?
Shaken black iced tea, sweetened

-- what is one of your sexual fantasies?
Just one? I wanna write more than one! Um, have sex on the subway, domme a girl, be submissive for an audience

--tell something totally weird about yourself:
If I put a Q-tip too far into my left ear, and only my left ear, it makes me cough. And the same thing happens to both my sisters.

--do you have an i-pod?
Yes and it's pink!

--has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?

--do you still watch kiddy movies or tv show?
Yes! Just watched lion king earlier this month (with my niece of course though) but I loved it!

-- do you have braces?
No, but I had them when I was a kid

--are you comfortable with your height?

--when do you know its love?
When you don't have to ask that question

--do you speak any other languages besides English?
I'm aiming to become fluent in French someday soon

--what kind of alcohol do you enjoy while out?
I used to drink Tequila, but I've recently been introduced to vodka (courtesy of my parents thank you very much) and I'm enjoy trying different martinis

--what magazines do you read?
I read Cosmo religiously, every month, and if I have extra cash or am bored I'll read Glamour or I like Lucky too

--have you ever ridden in a limo?

--has anyone you were close with passed away?

--whats something that really annoys you?
God, there's so much, um... I'm easily annoyed by certain sounds like chewing, gum popping, joint cracking (even though I do it all the time)

--what's something you really like?
Food!! As Gabriel told me this weekend, I get really excited when I talk about food, lol, which is soo true!! (Ain't that right Jefferson?)

--do you like Michael Jackson?

--can you dance?
As well as a white girl can I suppose

--have you ever surfed?
No. But I tried windsurfing once, but I couldn't pull the sail up AND stay on the board.

--do you know how to pump gas?
Yeah. I've ventured into NY and PA enough to have learned. Though I will sit in my car for about 10 seconds before remembering its self serve, lol

--do you drive?

--what was the latest you have ever stayed up?
40 hours straight... (I know it said latest, but I changed it to longest)

--have you ever thought you were honestly going to die?
Yes, twice.

--were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
I wasn't rushed, but I was taken to the ER in an ambulance

23 July 2006

Rain Rain Go Away!

Sugasm #39

Sugasm #39

By Vixen on Xantasia

Sugasm #39

This week’s best of the sex blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Want in Sugasm #40? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set.

HHNT!!!!!! (http://melanaise.blogspot.com)
I Feel Myself, I Really Do : ) (http://eroticandy.blogspot.com)
Porn Week Vacation (http://www.internetisforporn.com)

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
The Anticipation (http://wanklog.blogspot.com)
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22 July 2006

It isn't always sunshine and rainbows

Or cuddles and orgasms.

My job was crap and I wasn't earning any money. See, I thought I'd try my hand at being a professional dominatrix. So I went and got myself a job at a dungeon in the garment district. Problem was, I didn't earn money if I didn't get any clients. And in two weeks there, I didn't get a single one. But I was still spending money in train tickets to get there. But with my credit cards maxed out, I was just scrounging for dollars where ever I could find it.

Everyone at work told me to just be patient; that it takes a little time. But the stress and anxiety of not having to enough money to get by and not earning any money at a job was getting to me. I'd cry every night after counting the few bills in my wallet or after spending 8 hours at a job and going home penniless.

So after another long and boring night at work with not a single client for me, the only place I wanted to go at 1AM at the end of my shift was home. But Benjamin had IMed me earlier and practically begged me to come over. Of course going to see him in Rockaway that late at night meant I wouldn't get home until at least 4. Having promised earlier that week though that I'd go see him one night after work, I begrudgingly agreed, hoping maybe it would even make me feel better.

Boy I couldn't have been more wrong.

When I got there, he was busy in the middle of a Texas Hold 'Em tournament. I sat next to him and just enjoyed watching until he finished in like 8th place or something. Once he finished we moved to the bedroom to get down to business.

We undressed and got on the bed. We only kissed for a moment or two before he started pushing me down to his cock. He likes when I give him head because I can usually take most, if not all of it. I began to hate doing it cause it would hurt my throat and make me wanna puke. That night he was very determined to get it down my throat and keep it there. A few times I fought his hands just to be able to breathe. Most of the time I was fighting to not gag.

Once he had enough of me there, he had me kneel on the bed and fucked me from behind. It was rough and didn't feel very good. I just prayed he'd finish soon. He pulled out of my pussy and moved and pushed into my ass. I winced and cringed because there wasn't lube. He fucked me for a bit then went to move back to my pussy, but I stopped him.

"Once you're in the back, you have to stay there" I told him.
"How come? You let me last time."
"Well, I shouldn't have cause it made me sick."

So he stayed in my ass until he finished.

I just layed there after he got off me. I felt too gross, used, and tired to move.

"You OK?" he asked.
"Yeah" I lied.
"I'm going to get something to drink" he said before leaving.

Thanks for offering me something. I thought he was coming right back, but when he was gone for a while I got up to look for him. He was watching TV and eating a sandwich. God.

"Where's the bathroom?" I ask just wanting to get cleaned up and get out.

He pointed me in the direction and I tried my best to wipe myself clean of him until I could shower at home.

I got dressed and mentioned I should be getting home since it was late. He walked me to my car and kissed me goodbye.

"See you soon" he said.

Um, no.

I raced home as fast as possible, just wanting to be back in the comfort of my bed.

I knew that I could have prevented this though. Feeling this bad: cheap and used. That was the worst part I think. Besides just turning him down orignally, it's totally within my right to change my mind in the middle. And even though I know it's in my right, I've never actually given myself permission to assert that right.

Which of course isn't good because God forbid I'm ever in a situation where I really would need to...

This is what I wrote in my diary a few days after:

I knew before I went I shouldn’t go. I didn’t want to. I wasn’t in the mood for sex. I was too upset about my money problems to be in the mood.

So that was the first mistake.....

And I think Benjamin really only likes me because I can deep throat him. Which is impressive because he’s really long. Like 10-11 inches, no lie. But he was pushing my head down and holding it, and I really, really didn’t like when he did that.

I should have said something. I really should have. I know it. But I didn’t want to create like an awkward situation.

I know, I know....

So, yeah, and then like I said he was a little rough and aggressive when he was fucking me cause I felt all torn and sore when I was home. It’s a bit better now, though still sore.

But I’ve never felt like that emotional after sex before. Like I’ve felt icky ... or whatever, but never so…used... and violated....

And now I’m totally turned off by the idea of sex. Like the only penis I would allow in my vagina is Jefferson's, and even then I’m not craving it like I usually am....
And he wants to have the party Monday night, and I just don’t think I can handle it.

I really just fucking need to cuddle!

I really don’t think I can see him again. Cause I think he’ll just get worse and worse. Cause I let him get away with the shit, that’s why.

Ugh, I want to scold myself sometimes for this stupid shit.

Thankfully I'm not particuarly prone to any type of PTSD. I had a near fatal car accident in high school that only took me about 2 days to get over. And I healed quickly from this too.

But I won't see Benjamin again.

And I still don't think I could say stop and change my mind.

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21 July 2006

New Links!!

Alrighty my peoples- I've added some new links over time to by blogroll. Some of these are new baby blogs like myself, and then there are some older ones I've only just discovered now...

Check them out and enjoy!

I Really Just Want A Nap!

Wednesday was just as hot and sticky as the day before. Which just made me feel even more miserable.

As I was dressing and getting my things together that morning at Jefferson's I was suddenly struck out of no where with an intense stomach ache. Next followed a wave of nausea and the sweats. It stuck with me all the way to work, just getting worse. I decided getting a soda at McDonald's was a necessary splurge to help cool me down and calm my stomach.

(I was ridiculously short on cash and really didn't have $2.00 to spare for the soda. Scary.)

Once at work, I layed down on the couch, stripped of all necessary clothing, cranked the fan on directing it totally on me, and zoned out in front of the TV for most of the day.

I worried I wasn't going to feel better by that night to see Gabriel, but if I didn't, there was no way I'd have been able to go in that condition. Luckily after about 3 hours the sweating stopped, and the stomach ache followed soon after. By the time I left work at 6 it didn't even feel like I had been sick!

So, I had met Gabriel 2 weeks ago at Jefferson's. It was my first orgy and Gabriel and I just clicked. He found me on MySpace the week after and invited me over. We made a date for one night after work. Unfortunately for him, it ended up being day 3 of lots of sex and I was a bit tired. But I wanted to see him, so I gathered up every bit of energy left in me to enjoy our time.

I wasn't meeting up with Gabriel until 8, so I killed some time shopping using some giftcards left over from my birthday. I grabbed a quick bite at McDonald's for dinner and hop on the train up to his place in Washington Heights.

Washington Heights! First Brooklyn, then Rockaway Beach, and now Washington Heights! Damn, I'm really doing some exploring...

I got to Gabriel's a little after 8 and found him sitting outside his building reading. He smiled when he saw me and gave me a big hug and kiss hello.

"I didn't realize Washington Heigts was so Jewish!" I said once we were in the privacy of his bedroom.
"It's mostly just this area" he said, his eyes hungrily traveling up and down me. "It's so nice that you're here. Thanks for coming."
"Well thanks for having me."

Gabriel pulled me to him and we started making out, our clothes quickly falling to the floor. We fell onto the bed and his mouth was soon exploring my body. He worked his way over my nipples and down to my pussy. His tongue flicked back and forth over my clit making me moan.

I sighed and closed my eyes, losing myself in the sensations. Really losing myself. It was just so relaxing and God, I was so tired! I tried to fight the sleep, but I ended up losing the battle once or twice. I certainly didn't mean to fall asleep, and it was only for a few seconds. And it wasn't anything Gabriel could have helped. Sometimes you just can't help falling asleep!

But I guess the minute of alpha waves (put a girl in a psych class...) gave me enough energy for the rest of the night.

Gabriel came up from between my legs and grabbed a condom from his bedside table. He slipped it on and pushed himself inside me. He thrusted quickly in and out of me, bringing me to orgasm in no time. We kept going, the heat of the night dampening our skin. Soon enough I came again, crying out just softly because of his roommate in the other room.

After that, we decided to take a little break. Gabriel left to get us something to drink and I went by the window to try and cool down a bit. He came and joined me by the window after bringing us each a glass of fruit punch and lit up a cigarette.

We spent the next while talking. In the background, Gabriel put on a tape of him playing his music. It's exactly the kind of music I like too- just a nice acoustic guitar.

"I've never actually played this for anyone before" he told me.
"Really? And you're playing it for me? That's so cool. Well, I really like it."
"Mmhmm. And if they ever make a movie about my life, I totally want you to write the soundtrack."
"Well, I'd be honored."

As we layed in bed, twisted together, his eyes wandered over me, landing at the tops of my thighs. I tried to shift, but it was too late. His fingertips moved and lightly brushed over the white, horizontal lines.

"You did this?" he asked me.
"Yeah" I replied softly, lowering my eyes.

His hands moved to my wrists to try and turn my arms over. I tried to stop it, but he saw them.

"I wasn't very happy when I was 16."

I had already noted the date in my head- May 31st. That meant it had been two full years since the last time. It was something I was semi-proud of, but didn't really have anyone to share it with. 2 years seemed like a long time. I can remember when I couldn't go two days.

"God, I don't even talk to Jefferson about this!"
"Why not?"
"I don't know. I just don't want to. I guess I want to protect him from it."

A few moments of silence pass.

"I just have this clear image in my head of you doing it."

"That's why I don't tell Jefferson."

We talked more. About me. About him. I don't know what it was about Gabriel, but I just felt very comfortable talking to him. Being intimate with him. Emotionally. Gah!

After a bit our talking gave way to more fucking before I beg him off to sleep.

He switched off the light and cuddled me from behind. I was out as soon as my eyes shut, never waking until his alarm goes off the next morning.

He's a snooze hitter, so it's a little while before we're actually awake contemplating getting out of bed. I was exhausted. I never like having to wake up before 10 really, and here it was 7am and we had to be up!

Of course, a little morning nooky was called for. Still groggy with sleep, the best I could do was just stick my ass in the air for Gabriel, lol. But he didn't mind really. Gabriel thrusted into me from behind, and something felt a little off down there for me, but I just shrugged it off as being a little over-sexed (turned out to be a God-damned yeast infection, courtesy of Benjamin! Bah!). After a little while my fingers moved to my clit and I came, moaning into the pillow.

I knew Gabriel had to leave by 8 for work, so I tried to be the responsible one and keep track of time. He wanted to keep fucking, but I wasn't going to be the reason he was late for work!

We hopped in the shower together soaping each other up and washing off the sweat from the night. We dried ourselves off and got dressed.

It was after 8 though by the time we made our way to the subway. We chatted during the ride about not much, with Gabriel's arm wrapped around me. We kissed goodbye as the train approached Penn Station.

I settled into my seat on the next train and lightly slept, waking just before my stop. I drove home as fast as I good, motivated by my bed waiting patiently at home where I would finally get my nap.

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18 July 2006

Some Non-Sexual Info about Me

True is BOLD

01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Bungee jumped
11. Visited Paris (3 Times)
12. Watched a lightning storm at sea
13. Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
14. Seen the Northern Lights
15. Gone to a huge sports game
16. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa - No, but I went to the top of the Eifel Tower (elevator of course)
17. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
18. Touched an iceberg
19. Slept under the stars
20. Changed a baby's diaper
21. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
22. Watched a meteor shower
23. Gotten drunk on champagne
24. Given more than you can afford to charity
25. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
26. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
27. Had a food fight
28. Bet on a winning horse
29. Asked out a stranger
30. Had a snowball fight
31. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
32. Held a lamb - no, but a baby deer
33. Seen a total eclipse
34. Ridden a roller coaster
35. Hit a home run
36. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
37. Adopted an accent for an entire day
38. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
39. Had two hard drives for your computer
40. Visited all 10 provinces- of where?
41. Taken care of someone who was drunk
42. Had amazing friends
43. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
44. Watched wild whales
45. Stolen a sign
46. Backpacked in Europe
47. Taken a road-trip
48. Gone rock climbing
49. Midnight walk on the beach
50. Gone sky diving - Not yet, but I totally want to!!!
51. Visited Ireland
52. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
53. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
54. Visited Japan
55. Milked a cow
56. Alphabetized your cds
57. Pretended to be a superhero
58. Sung karaoke
59. Lounged around in bed all day
60. Posed nude in front of strangers
61. Gone scuba diving
62. Kissed in the rain
63. Played in the mud
64. Played in the rain
65. Gone to a drive-in theater
66. Visited the Great Wall of China
67. Started a business - um does selling lemonade by the side of the road count?
68. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
69. Toured ancient sites
70. Taken a martial arts class
71. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
72. Gotten married
73. Been in a movie
74. Crashed a party
75. Gotten divorced
76. Gone without food for 5 days
77. Made cookies from scratch
78. Won first prize in a costume contest- I won 3rd place one halloween! Got a silver dollar
79. Ridden a gondola in Venice -Damn it no! They're so expensive!
80. Gotten a tattoo
81. Rafted the Snake River
82. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
83. Got flowers for no reason
84. Performed on stage
85. Been to Las Vegas
86. Recorded music
87. Eaten shark
88. Had a one-night stand
89. Gone to Thailand
90. Bought a house
91. Been in a combat zone
92. Buried one of your parents
93. Been on a cruise ship
94. Spoken more than one language fluently
95. Performed in Rocky Horror.
96. Raised children.
97. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
98. Created and named your own constellation of stars
99. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
100. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over- No, but have thought about it
101. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
102. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
103. Had plastic surgery
104. Survived an illness that you shouldn't have survived- I survived a car accident..
105. Wrote articles for a large publication
106. Lost over 100 pounds
107. Held someone while they were having a flashback
108. Piloted an airplane
109. Petted a stingray
110. Broken someone's heart
111. Helped an animal give birth
112. Won money on a T.V. game show
113. Broken a bone
114. Gone on an African photo safari
115. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced--On Saturday!!!
116. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
117. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
118. Ridden a horse
119. Had major surgery
120. Had a snake as a pet
121. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
122. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
123. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
124. Visited all 7 continents
125. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
126. Eaten kangaroo meat
127. Eaten sushi
128. Had your picture in the newspaper
129. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
130. Gone back to school
131. Parasailed
132. Petted a cockroach
133. Eaten fried green tomatoes
134. Read The Iliad - and the Odyssey
135. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
136. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
137. Skipped all your school reunions
138. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
139. Been elected to public office
140. Written your own computer language
141. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
142. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
143. Built your own PC from parts
144. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
145. Had a booth at a street fair
146: Dyed your hair
147: Been a DJ
148: Shaved your head
149: Caused a car accident
150: Saved someone's life

17 July 2006

A Lesson in the Fine Art of Whipping

I feel very light headed and very hungry from not eating since that morning. Combine that with all the fucking and cumming I was doing and you have a girl in some serious need of some sustanence!

"I need a sandwhich!" I say aloud as I pull myself off the bed and throw on my boxer shorts and tank top, clearing the room as most everyone else did. The crowd scatters taking smoking, bathroom, and drinking breaks. I head to the kitchen and rummage through Jefferson's cabinets in search of peanut butter and jelly. I assemble my sandwhich, pour myself a glass of milk and listen quietly to the conversation in the livingroom. Filthy Gorgeous comes on the stereo at one poing, and it's the first time I'm hearing the song, but I love it immediately.

"Oh my God, this song is awesome! Who sings it?" I ask Mitzi.
"Scissor Sisters" she replies.
"I love it! You can't help but dance to it!" I say dancing in my seat.
"How was your sandwhich?" Jared asks me.
"Mmm, really good. Totally hit the spot. I'm trying to decide if I'm still hungry."
"I might have to make one for myself. Can I make you one too?"
"Hmm...I think half would be good actually."
"Sure thing."
"Thank you!"
I take a quick trip to the bathroom and when I come out Jared hands me a half a PB&J. After I finish, I step out on the terrace to see what everyone else is up to.

Mitzi's smoking a cigarette standing next to Viviane, Meg is sitting, sipping her drink, and Jefferson's seated in the corner with Emma in his lap. He smiles at me when he sees me appear.

"I finished your milk."
"That's Ok."
"I needed it to go with my peanut butter and jelly sandwhich."
"Was it good?"
"Would you refill my bourbon, please." he says handing me his glass.
I smile and take it from him.
"Three fingers, two cubes" he tells me. Duh.
"Yes, Jefferson."

I don' t know why, but it feels really good that he asked me to get his drink. Makes me feel a little bit submissive I guess. I go into the kitchen and pop two ice cubes out of the tray and drop them into his glass. I pour the burbon until it's three fingers high and return it to him.

Jared finds me on the terrace.
"Do you want to go back to the bedroom?" he asks me.
"Sure" I say following him.
Feet tred behind us as the rest of the crowd gets similar ideas.

I undress and lie on the bed; Jared following suit. W're laying width wise across the bed with Mark and Meg next to us. Jared and I kiss and soon he's hard and I'm wet. He slips a condom on and since he's on the longer side, I warn him "not too deep."

My head leans back and I smile at Jefferson seated behind me.

Jared grabs my hips for leverage as he pushed into me. My back arches and my pelvis moves with his. I pull it back though every once in a while when he gets too close to being too deep. Soon I feel my muscles tense up signaling the the nearing orgams. I lift my hips off the bed as his pelvis rocks against my clit and I grab him tight as my body shudders.

As my breathing returns to normal, he asks, "Should I stop?"
"No, just go slow like this."
"Cool. I like going slow like this. It's nice, and intimate."

I cringe on the inside. Well we all know how I am about intimacy. But I also think he may have an incy bit of a crush on me. And while I think he's very nice and certainly attractive, there isn't much beyond a sexual attraction for me.

After a few minutes we pick up the pace again until Jared cums. He pulls out and I'm done. My pussy is going to bed for the night.

My ass on the other hand is just aching for a beating. Yours is too, Meg? Great! Let's do it together then!

The bed is cleared save for Meg and me as we lay face down side by side. Our hands find one another up by our heads and grab hold as Jefferson gets out his arsenal.

He starts on both of us with just his hand to warm us up. The rest of the night blurs into a hazy memory as I quickly slip into subspace I love fucking in front of other people, but I love even more being beat for an audience. Jefferson stands behind us, and out of my peripheral vision. Since I can't really see him at all, I can't know which one of us is going to on the recieving end of his blow. This makes my skin tingle and heightens my sense of anticipation. He doesn't seem to follow any sor of pattern either so it's impossible to tell where the strap will land.

OMG I love it.

When the cat lands on my skin, my hand squeezes Meg's. When it hits her, I flinch myself, feeling for her.

As Jefferson works his implements on us, Mark takes one of the tealights from a shelf and drips it over our backing making us moan and yelp. Viviane is taunting that Meg can take it harder as she runs the crop over her skin.

"Avah, would you mind if I teach Jeared to beat you?" Jefferson asks me.
"Not at all!"
Jefferson hands Jared a smaller, easier to handle whip and gives him Anatomy 101: avoid the kidneys, spine and don't let the whip wrap on the sides.
"And every so often check in with the person to make sure everything's OK"
Jared starts under Jefferson's watchful eye, only having his aim corrected once or twice. Emma takes over on Meg.

Jared's hits have a good amount of force. Lighter than Jefferson's but harder than Mitzi or Emma. Jefferson sits my by head brushing his hands over my hair and Jared strikes at a nice easy pace. They both check in with me often and each time I ask for more. It only stops once Jared gets tired.

"Jefferson, could I have some of the can please?" Meg asks.
"Of course. Avah, would you like it too?"
"Yes please."

My night finishes with several strokes from the cane, each making me yelp and jump. Oh I do hope there will be some marks. Hehehe.

Too exhausted to move, I just chill at the end of the bed and watch as Meg and Jefferson and Mark and Viviane fuck.

Soon Mitzi kisses me good boy as she has to get home and the rest of the crowd follows soon after. Meg and I are the only ones left in bed. Jeffers goes around the apartment turning off lights abd blowing out candles before climbing into bed with us.

I'm contentedly snuggled in the middle. But soon Meg leaves and goes to sleep in the other room. Jefferson is already out and doesn't notice. I feel guilty that I'm taking her place in his bed. I struggle with whether or not I should tell her to go back with Jefferson, but my selfishness for wanting to sleep next to him gets the better of me.

Jefferson and I wake around 9:30 the next morning since I have to be at work downtown at 11 and I need to shower before I go. Well of course we have to fuck a little before I go. I find my first orgasm in the first half hour, and get a second soon after.

"You're going to be late for work" Jefferson says noticing it's already 10:30.
"Yeah, I know. But I wanna keep fucking."

So we do. And soon Jefferson grabs me tight and mumbles quickly "I'm gonna cum" before grunting and thrusting further into me.

I do just love when he cum, but it happens so infrequently unfortunately for me.

We eventually make our way out of bed at 11 and I hop in the shower before making my way to work (an hour late, and no one even notices) as just a breather before heading to Gabriel's that night.

Oh goody- more sex. I'm just gonna need a nap first...

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16 July 2006

15 July 2006

After Much Thought and Consideration...

Like, seriously a year's worth, I've decided to get that --->

I've done my research and I have my money.

Now I just need someone to hold my hand.

Jefferson has sweetly agreed to lend his, but of course that won't be until August and I just can't say whether or not I'll jump the gun and just do it.

I'll keep you updated.

And I absolutely promise to post a pic once it's done!


Memorial day weekend was over and in came the heat. Paired with the humidity. Oh the humidity!

Tuesday was hot and sticky, and I had to spend it in a stuffy room at a job where I made no money, fixing my computer that a new sub had toyed with the day before. And I was tired. After playing with the new sub boy, I drove all the way out to Rockaway at 10 PM to see Benjamin again.

All this does not make for a cheery Avah.

But tonight was orgy night. Guaranteed to cheer me up.

I get to Jefferson's around 8, still miffed I couldn't fix my computer even after trying for 5 hours at least. Jefferson opens the door and we kiss hello. He seats me in the living room as he and Mitzi are finishing up with a show. He tells me Meg and Emma are in the back if I want to say hi. I plop on the couch instead, still intent to fix my computer.

It isn't long before Jefferson emerges, escorting his voyeur out. After locking the door, he sits next to me on the couch and gives me a more proper kiss hello.

"I've missed you. It's been a whole week!" I exclaim.
"I've missed you too. Come say hi to the girls" he says leading me back. "Look who's here..."

There is Meg, laying on the twin bed, her legs up resting on Emma's shoulders, as she gets fucked by Emma and her strap-on.

"Hey Avah" they both chime.
"You're welcome to stay" Emma offers.
"Aww thanks, but I don't wanna distract."

I check back on my ailing computer, and still nada.
"I'm gonna kill that kid!"
"What happened?" Jefferson asks.
"He broke my computer. I can't connect to the internet wirelessly anymore and he says he didn't do anything to it."
"Well, I wish I could be of help. Jared's coming tonight and he knows computers a little I think."
"Awesome, I hope he does."

Mitzi and the other girls soon emerge from the bedrooms and we all gather on the terrace chatting.

I look around at the 4 of us. All 4 of us one man's lovers. All of us pretty much lovers with one another as well. It's certainly pretty crazy. But there's a certain beauty to it, I think. I take a moment to watch the three of them. I don't know them very well yet, but I watch them hoping I can keep up and add my own to their banter in due time.

As the night wares on, the rest of the guests slowly make their way up. Jared is one of the first to arrive and is able to quickly restore my wireless connection, prompting a big thank you kiss from me.

Mmm...Mark and Viviane arrive shortly after and the conversation portion of the evening commences.

Jefferson whips up some chicken salad sandwiches as most of us crowd in the hot, cramped kitchen drinking red wine and talking mostly about sex, of course. (You expect we discuss the migration pattern of penguins at sex parties?)

I mention to Jefferson that I had packed my strap-on that day, just in case, but I lament how I still haven't gotten to use it on a boy.

"How about Mark?"
"Mark's a bottom?" I ask excitedly, my eyes lighting up.
"Oh he's very versitile...Mark, would you mind if Avah fucked you tonight?"
"Not at all" he says smiling.

Oh he's so yummy! How exciting! I get to fuck my first boy, and damn I'm glad it's Mark!

"Everyone, I think it's time we move to the bedroom to watch Avah fuck Mark" Jefferson announces.

The crowd makes its way down the hall into the bedroom and spreads out around the bed. Mark undresses and lays on the bed as I, myself, disrobe and step into my harness. I'mve very nervous with everyone watching. Here I am about to fuck a boy for the first time, and with a man I had barely spoken two words to all night. I knew fucking a boy owuld be different than a girl. I'd have to be gentle and careful because I can't feel what's going on inside.

"We shouldn't be the only naked ones!" I say, feeling a little self-conscious.

The proud exhibitionist had finally found something that made her blush.

I sit on the bed next to Mark, adjusting the cock between my legs more comfortably. I'm just like a guy already. I'm unsure of how to start things, so I just lean in to kiss him to get things going. He's a good kisser and I start to relax more and more. Soon he's rock hard and ready to be fucked.

"How do you want to do it?" he asks me.
"On your knees is good to start, I think."

Mark turns onto his hands and knees, sticking his ass in the air for me. Jefferson hands me a condom and I unroll it down the length of my shaft. Next he squirts some lube in his hand and coats my cock with it as I spread some around Mark's opening. I position myself behind Mark, pushing his ass down lower to match the height of my pelvis.

I take my cock in my left hand, my right one against the small of his back, and begin to press in slowly. I try to sense his body's reaction by gauging the amount of resistance. Whenever I feel the least resistance, I press forward. Once I'm more than half way in I pause, letting his body adjust.

Once Mark gives the go ahead, I start pulling out and pushing back in very slowly. As his body begins to relax and I get my rhythym, my hands moved to his hips to get a better thrust. I feel everyone's eyes on us as I'm thrusting into him and he's moaning loudly into the bed. I feel my face flush and my senses sharpen as I sail on the high of doing the fucking for a change.

Soon he moves forward, pulling himself off my cock and turns onto his back and says to fuck him like this. I push back into him, this being a more awkward postion for me, and try to resume my pace. It isn't long though before he lets out a cry and cums, it spilling on his stomach.

I pull out, pleased I must have done a good job.

I dispose of my condom and rinse myself off after Mark before setting my cock aside for the night. Time for Avah to be a girl again.

"You were so good fucking Mark, but I'm gonna fuck you now" Jefferson says rolling on a condom and pulling me to the corner of the bed.
"Oh, we haven't done it here in awhile!"
"I know, that's why I picked it."

Jefferson takes my legs, pushing them back, and pushes himself slowly into me. My back arches and I moan loudly as he enters me for the first time that night. He leans in close to me, grabbing my face and pulling me into a kiss. Our tongues mesh together as our hips dance. He pulls back and grabs the inside of my thighs as he fucks me fast.

I feel the mattress shift as Meg and Emma climb on the bed. I watch them for a few moments before returning my attention back to Jefferson. It doesn't take long before my body achieves its first orgasm of the night. Jefferson slows down but doesn't stop. We kiss and he moves slowly inside me as my body recovers.

When he senses my body starting to build up to another orgasm, he start fucking me fast again. When I feel myself on the edge, I move my fingers to my flit and draw out an elusive orgasm that explodes through me. Jefferson pulls out and I move myself on the bed fully to recover. The night's only just begun; I need to keep up my energy!

As I take my little break, I watch as Emma gets into her strap-on and starts fucking Meg. I watch as Meg bucks and listen to her moan. Emma moans a bit herself from the strap between her legs rubbing against her clit, I suspect.

My eyes then move to the corner of the room, following the sounds of Mitzi's grunting. She's seated in one of the chairs with her legs up, as Jefferson fucks her. But my attentions are soon turned towards Mark as he joins me on the bed. He was kind enough to let me fuck him, it'd just be rude to not return the favor. ;-)

We start kissing and within a few minutes, he's reaching for a condom. He slips it on then pushes inside me, making me moan. I pull my legs closer to my chest providing him with deeper access. His cock rubs against my g-spot making me grunt and moan. I move my hips up to meet his thrusts, feeling the pressure building up inside me. My fingers find my clit again and I cum for the third time that night. Mark pulls out just after as I lay there catching my breath.

It's time for a break...but there's still more as the night's still young...

14 July 2006

Sugasm #38

Sugasm #38

Sugasm #38

Fri 14th Jul, 06

This week’s best of the sex blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Want in Sugasm #39? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set.


SugarJoy has a New Webmistress (sugarjoy.com)
Blogathon 2006 (the-iron-gate.com/blog)

Sex Work and Humor
A Cornucopia of Perversion (radicalvixen.com/blog)
How to Spot Breast Implants (sugarbank.com)
F’n Amazing Webcam Show (seska4lovers.com)
All About My Summer Vacation (ellabeecoquette.blogspot.com)

Erotic Writing and Experiences

UFC - Ultimate F(*)#&@&$ Club (thehiddensides.blogspot.com)
7/10 by Rex: A Tale of Two Roxies (rexandroxy.blogspot.com)
Morning After (joeheather.blogspot.com)
Tired? (xantasia.blogspot.com)
Friday Night Teaser (femmefataleteen.blogspot.com)
Facets of an Assignation (easilyaroused.co.uk)
First HNT Dream (dawnndirty.blogspot.com)
coming in her mouth and in the trees (orgasmcurious.blogspot.com)
Comfortably Decadent - Part Three (theholidaylife.blogspot.com)
Doesn’t Anyone Here Want Their Ass Licked? (designingintimacy.blogspot.com)
“The Meeting” a work of fiction (incorrigiblegirl.com/blog)
Shibari Thursday (masterenigma.blogspot.com)
Stand and Deliver (asstr.org/~gentlebutfirm)
A Fantasy in White (hedone.typepad.com/as_pursuit_of_pleasure)

Sex Advice and Sexy Reviews

Featured Article - Exploring Alternative Relationships (part 1) (seskuality.com)
Bust a (Porn) Move (myhotbox.blogspot.com)
Staff Pick (blog.babeland.com)
Flash of Clarity / Flash of Mia (sabrinainstockings.com)
Reader Question - Blow Me… Please (shayssexcolumn.blogspot.com)


Neighbor Affair: What could be more patriotic? (internetisforporn.com)
Masked Nude Beauty (eroticandy.blogspot.com)
Danni makes a splash! Squirting video and more… (danni654.blogspot.com)
WebMistress Feature Gallery: Flashing Utah (taratainton.com)

BDSM and Fetish

Isabella’s Eyes - Part III (nyc-urban-gypsy.blogspot.com)
Spankable Blog Award (darkside-journey.blogspot.com)
HNT 22 - 4th of July Editon (everythingoze.blogspot.com)
Doctor Who: the (should have been a) Spanking Episode (spankingwriters.com/blog)
My Lil Barmaid Sissy Bitch (caramelvixen.com/vixen-blog)
Redemption (bdsmlover.blogspot.com)
Waiting for Punishment in a Fantasy Manor (adelehaze.com)
And Now for the Video! (spankingkatiespades.blogspot.com)

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships

Closet Slut (?) (totalsensuality.blogspot.com)
The Ugly Cry (cuntinglinguist.blogspot.com)
Black Dicks in White Chicks: pornographic fantasies of miscegenation, black power, and the colonization of interracial desire (lumpesse.com)

The sexy sunbathing photo of Tara Tainton comes directly from her very own blog.