100 Things About Me

100 Things About Me

1. I’m a shop-a-holic
2. It’s put me into almost $5k of credit card debt
3. I wish I could go back to escorting to pay it off in 1 month
4. I used to be an escort
5. But it was only for a couple of months, so I’m not all jaded and cynical
6. I love sex.
7. I lost my virginity at 17
8. I didn’t have sex again until I was 18, after high school
9. I never came from a guy until Apr 8 of this year with Jefferson.
10. I like sex with girls
11. I like group sex
12. I like being watched
13. I don’t really like totally random stranger sex
14. Sex gets better and better
15. I love anal sex now
16. I even come from it
17. I love being submissive
18. I love being submissive to Jefferson
19. I love being dominant
20. I love being dominant with Jefferson
21. I like fucking girls with my strap-on
22. I like fucking boys with my strap-on
23. I hate hearing my submissives say “No Marks”
24. I also hate hearing my submissives say “It’s too big, I can’t take it”
25. Sex gets me high. Really high.
26. Sub-space is amazing
27. So is top-space
28. Sex actually isn’t the only thing I think about.
29. I think about love and life a lot.
30. I love being in love- I’m a love-whore really. I want as much as possible
31. I like to give as much as possible too.
32. Van Gogh is my absolute favorite artist.
33. And impressionism/post-impressionism is my favorite style.
34. Musee d’Orsay is my favorite museum in the world.
35. But I still want to see Van Gogh’s in Amsterdam
36. Paris is my favorite city in the world
37. But I love New York
38. I think Tokyo’s subway system is one of the best.
39. Pink is my favorite color.
40. I love being a girly-girl.
41. I also like that I can fit in at a sports bar and follow almost any sport.
42. Baseball is my favorite sport.
43. I love the Yankees.
44. But I know they’re on a downward sucky slope.
45. I might convert to the Mets for a bit. Cause, ya know, they’re cool too.
46. Lacrosse is the best fucking sport of them all though.
47. I love playing, but it causes my back too much pain.
48. I’ve been to Tokyo 5 times.
49. I’ve been to Paris 3 times.
50. I’ve been to Venice, Florence, and Nice too.
51. London was my first trip out of the country; a decade ago.
52. I went to boarding school in New England for 2 years.
53. It sucked monkey butt.
54. People tell me I seem really mature.
55. I’m actually incredibly immature and it’s sometimes a struggle for me to not act it
56. I have a really bad sweet tooth
57. I used to weigh over 200 pounds when I was a freshman in high school.
58. I’m much less now, but still struggle with how I see myself
59. But when I’m with Jefferson, I never even think about it
60. I feel really beautiful and sexy when I’m with Jefferson
61. I do know I’m beautiful.
62. I don’t feel it every day though (especially on really humid days)
63. I dream of the day when I find a good man and he proposes to me.
64. I do want a princess cut stone.
65. I dream of my Jewish wedding with personalized kippahs, the huppah, and signing the ketubah.
66. I hate how weird Judaism is about being “officially” Jewish; cause I’m not
67. I wasn’t raised with any religion
68. But I observed both Christian and Jewish holidays all my life
69. Parts of my family tree go back the Revolutionary War
70. So I could join the DAR if I wanted
71. I love the Harry Potter books
72. I love cats and dogs
73. I love pizza, I would eat it every single day if I could
74. I love designer things
75. I love to learn
76. But I hate school.
77. I really have no idea what I want to do after school.
78. I have no idea what lies ahead for me in life
79. And I no longer have such concrete plans
80. Though, I’d still like 3 kids
81. And of course I have the names picked out.
82. I really want to go skydiving some day.
83. I really would love to be a fashion designer, but I’m afraid I won’t be good and original
84. I’m also afraid if I’m not famous, I won’t think I’m successful
85. I really want to be rich too
86. I don’t think I ever want to give up this sex life I’m having now
87. I like orgies and having lots of different kinds of partners.
88. I now question if I even want a monogamous marriage in the future
89. I’m petrified of the idea of getting divorced
90. I have a really hard time making friends
91. Because I’m pretty shy and my insecurity gets the best of me a lot
92. I don’t have a best-friend, and I really miss having one
93. There is someone I’m very in love with
94. And I’m afraid of when I’ll eventually have to let go of him- whenever it is, 1 year, 10 years or 20
95. I have a girl crush too- I really look up to her. I think she’s so amazing
96. My money issues make me cry almost daily right now.
97. If I do become really rich, I already know I’m going to spend a lot of money on charity and getting things for other people (not just myself)
98. I really don’t find anything wrong with sex, sexuality, or sex jobs, but my mom (and society) makes me doubtful sometimes
99. Smart people, athletic people, and musicians are sexy.
100. This is only the tip of the ice berg….