And So the Romance Blossoms

Avah: we need to spend some time kissing too
Avah: that's what i've been thinking about
Kyle: my god, yes!
Kyle: lots and LOTS of kissing
Kyle: endless kissing
Avah: yay
Kyle: you're adorable...and sexy...and sweet
Kyle: of COURSE i want to kiss you and hold you close
Kyle: lots of cuddlng

Kyle: you are so much fun!
Kyle: i'm very lucky
Avah: you are too
Kyle: i feel very lucky
Avah: i'm just as lucky
Kyle: thank you, baby

Kyle is...amazing. He's so wonderful, and charming, and attentive. Who wouldn't want to spend time with this man?

But I'm so terrified of letting this develop. I don't want to be left wanting and broken hearted again. I'm so scared I'm left breathless thinking about it.

But how can I turn my back on this. This wonderfulness. This connecting. This electricity between us. Who doesn't love the feeling of a budding romance?

There's just something about him that seems right. It just clicks. We just fit.

2 dates. And flirting online.

And it's not that I fall for guys easily. I don't. I've dated other guys for weeks and months without feeling anything for them.

I've never felt a spark like this though, this soon, this intensely.

And wouldn't it be better to take the chance rather than wonder "what if?"

Here's to taking the plunge....